Dear Heavenly Father, teach me to be forgiving like You~

Can't imagine Satan's work is going on so much publicly nowadays. Perhaps I'm living in a still considered sin-less environment, that's why the incident happened in my current working place is so much terrifying to me. Really didn't imagine such case will happen to me, and friends I've known for years were included. It hurts me, and surprisingly, it affects me a lot. At that very night I know the truth, I had insomnia. I didn't aspect it affects me this much, maybe subconsciously, I really do care them, but they disappointed me.
Oh Lord Father, please forgive them, and grant me strength. Jesus said, 'Forgive them, Father! They don't know what they are doing.'(Luke 23:34) Father please have mercy, wake up their lost soul and show them Your grace. And strengthen me, to be the testimony of You.
Anyway, I've feel better now. Pray for them =)

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Posted by Tracey at 08:16

Blogskin scandal

I still don't have time to figure out how to change my blogskin yet. Aiksss~>.<
I want it to be with the strawberry theme as me really lovey strawberry super duper muchie =P somemore it should be suit with my blog name.*Strawberry loves* hoho~ ^.^
Okay, enough for craps XD
Went for sushi king bonanza yesterday with ps and her colleagues. Not syok eating actually. Maybe its because imma not really close with them yet although I went to their place to 'blow water' every day. And maybe, generation gap (oops, did I say that???LOLS XD) Just kidding, easy people, haha =D
Actually not syok eating is because we didn't get to eat many types of sushi that day. The stupid...emm, should I call them 'sushi guru-s'??? as I don't know what are they called in english,lolx. They're totally in slow motion while making the sushi-sss lor. That's why in the one hour of limited dining time, we just managed to eat few types. Sobsss T.T
One thing very strange I found out was, izzit Kampar Utarians don't eat sushi-s with raw fishes such as salmon and scallops? They were grabbing the eggs only. Its just hard-boiled egg with colestraw i think? And its with normal price. Wonder why~ =.=lll
The sushi belt was full with salmon and scallop sushi-s. So strange! You guys were scared of radioactive pollution is it?LOLX~ common sense larr, salmon not only found in Japan ge lor, somemore I don't think Japan food are still imported into Malaysia. @.@
Somemore I miss eating with the girls. The feel is totally different as we fooled around as we eat. Ohh I miss the days~ >.< 0 comments

Posted by Tracey at 09:25

Easter brought me good news~

Its Easter Day!
A day that should be celebrated with great joy as our Lord Jesus had rose on the third day after He died for us sinners on the cross. Such great love that no other can give.He died innocently on the cross, just to obey Heavenly Father's. He bled to cleanse us, to set us free from sins, and to give us hope, the eternal life as He had conquered death.
So, on this very third day, we should celebrate it with great joy!My heart was filled with joy the whole day as Easter Day reminds me about the hope that God gave me. I'm no longer feared. Thank God for I was the chosen one since I was young. I was brought to Sunday School since young to know about God and also gifted to serve when I've grown up.*give thanks give thanks* ^.^
Hmm...get an Easter egg from church as usual years did. Its actually a red egg that we used to get on our birthday,haha. Never mind la,same same larrr XD

I'm the Easter egg ^.^

Never get an Easter bunny leh...should be cute and sweet...and in colourful easter eggs!!!*winks*

cute ehh??? =D

Actually do you know why Easter Day are related to bunnies and eggs??? They're totally not related to christianity, haha. It was originate from the western culture that rabbits and eggs represents new life. This is because rabbits give birth to a lot of bunnies once and for eggs, no need me to explain further larrr~LOLX
So tadaa! There goes Easter Bunnies and Easter Eggs during Easter Day. There was one Big Bunny going around Tesco today, giving away candies. It came in and gave me some too...Aww so sweet~ XD
But do remember people, Easter Day is to celebrate the resurrection of Jesus Christ from death, for you and for me. I love Him much too.
God really do loves you very much my dear, think again ♥

p/s: got a good news this morning...hope it'll come true =) 


Till then, xx
       Tracey ♥
 

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Posted by Tracey at 10:51

It's Good Friday

Its Good Friday and the sky was gloomy whole day...its feeling sad too huh?I guess~
Hmmm...thought of starting blogging for past few weeks before I ended my teaching job because I feel some strong sense of writing but yet I'm too lazy to start off,haha!So,Imma off today(yea, from my new job that has a not-so-healthy working environment =x) and I'm so free the whole morning after my morning devotion and try DIY curling my hair(a new hairstyle in need!),so there goes this bloggie get started...hoho~
After I ended my teaching job, when i saw little kids in the church's Sunday school or when my students called me ''潘老师'' when they saw me somewhere...it somehow makes me recall my teaching life...ohhh I miss my kids so much >.< and of course, the easy and relax working life. Its has short working hours and I had plenty of my own personal time after school. *baking and movie loves* Somemore I got to see cute little smiling faces everyday and for sure, they brighten my day. Yeah I love kids ^.^

 see how joyful are them! lovesss~ ^.^

For now, my job its a super duper big contrast! Gotta deal with kinda many leceh customers...Aiksss~ >.< Not gonna talk much about this anyhow.
Back to teaching, I think I had real passion in it! It somehow makes me feel like I'm doing a very meaningful job as I get to teach the kids to study, to calculate, to sing and to play a flute( ya I teach music classes XD)...From something that the kids don't know at all to they understand and  master the skills is a great progress. Can I say, its magical. I feel real happy when they did well, I can see them through homeworks they hand in. =)
They're just simply innocent and ya, teacher really do play a main role in a kid's life. "Teacher's one word is better than parent's ten phrases" as many mama says,haha XD Teach them the right from wrong is an important thing too. When kids got into a fight, or bully-ing cases, ask them to say sorry to each other is what I always do...learn to apologize and to forgive...It's not easy okay, even many adults couldn't do that,serious saying...Not just spilting the words from your mouth, but mean it...hope it works =D
One more thing is, kids love story tellings *winks* Actually I didn't manage to tell them much, but at least I told some classes about Adam & Eve which I was sharing gospel at the same time,sowing seeds ^.^ and for standard2 kids was the story from their working exercise book, animal stories...get me?Neh, those kiddo stories with the monkeys and lions,haha XD I got actions, face expressions and voice switching ehhh, professional leh...never know I can do that,haha! *proud of myself* I got real talents, should go for story telling during my primary school times XD
Think I really do miss my teaching, feel so happy now although I'm just writing it out...I miss the days >.<
Arrghh...forget about it...be prepared for tonite's Good Friday prayer meeting and gals night out follows...some celebration *lovesss*

this touches me the most *loves* worth my all efforts <3

Till then, xx
    tracey <3 0 comments

Posted by Tracey at 01:20