Heartache

Have you experienced pain at the right hand side of your chest?It's like the heart had a hole in it. Very pain, heartache.
Been experiencing heartaches these few days. Been emo-ing these few days. Been saddening these few days. Been recalling memories these few days. Been waiting for texts these few days.
I've never regret in making decisions in my life before. This is the only decision that I regretted. One decision I've made last year.
I'm late. Perhaps, late for a forever. 2 comments

Posted by Tracey at 07:00

Grandma, we'll meet in the Heavens

Haven't been updating for some time due to cases in my family. Not something good though.
Grandma of maternal side of mine had passed away on last Thursday. Ya, although we've known this day would probably arrive very soon during those period as Grandma actually was diagnosed with colon cancer last year before Christmas. But still, everyone were sad on the loss. We mourned and grieved during the three days funeral ceremony. Times were hard for all of us, especially Mum.
Anyhow, deep down, we feel gratitude and give thanks to God as we knew actually Grandma had been set free from illness and pain. No more tears, no more worries. Grandma is now resting in God's arm, enjoying the promising joy and peace in the Heavens.
Thank God for giving us this hope---the reunion of all of us in the promised land one day. I believe Grandma will be waiting for us with her lovely wide smile at the doorsteps.
Ya, Grandma loved to smile very much. A joyful and jovial lady whom we loved a lot.

Loads of  memories with beloved Grandma. Here are some of them during cny, family gatherings, birthdays, mother's day...

Grandma has lotsa sons, daughters and us, grandchildren who loved her very much. She'll be forever in our hearts.

Jesus is the Lord of my family

Rest In Peace, Grandma~


And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away. Revelation 21:4


With love,
      Tracey ♥
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Posted by Tracey at 00:41

Happy Weekend!

Started my morning with the sunshine. Oh yeah, there was a big sun this morning, haha! :D
After brushing up, went for the household chores. Cleaning the windows and mopping the floor. Not to mention changing the bedsheets after the cleaning jobs. With my younger brother, of course. XD
Dealing with households works are common during weekends, to lend mummy a helping hand as she really has a lot of things to deal with everyday. MAMA IS SUPERB ♥ And also, as an exercise for myslef la, cause I hardly sweat after my schooldays. Very unhealthy jor >.<
It always make me feel good after done with the whole house because it feels clean, like it 'blinks' XD
Then I went for bathing, with a body scrub, hoho~ Then pampered myself with lotions and masks *winks* That's what girls do during weekends, haha XD *Skinfood lovesss*
The whole me is so moisturized and happy...Nightout with the girls tonite, as a farewell for ps. She'll be going for the National Service next week. Lucky her! Haha! =P
HAPPY WEEKEND PEOPLE!^.^ 2 comments

Posted by Tracey at 22:48

Happy Mama Day!

Spent this year's Mother's Day with both my mothers---who are my biological mum and my godmother (whom i called laima XD) *lovesss*
Celebrated Mother's Day at noon in Wah Loong old house as we were celebrating with waipo. Godmum tag along too. Very happy indeed. ^.^
So, there were my own mummy, my laima and my mummy's mummy---waipo...confused???Many mama XD
Asked my younger brother go out to buy bundles of carnations this very early morning. Carnation is a must during Mother's Day, right? At least I'm buying it for mum every year don't know since when. However, this year I bought for many mums, hehe.
Presented mum one in the early morning before heading to church. And I bought for godmum and godsis too, hehe =) Of course, not excluding waipo and aunt. =)
Bought pizzas to waipo's place while mum ordered fried mee, meehoon and fried rice from our shop. Had some nice time there. Headed out for dinner with laima & her family later in the evening. =)

carnations for mum ♥

lovely ♥

Grant both my mums and waipo with Your pouring blessings, God. With great health and Your joy always.
Amen ♥ 0 comments

Posted by Tracey at 07:58

Dreams come true

Got a big news this noon. Someone who posses an important position in my life, who is a HE, suddenly texted me and told me that he had accepted Jesus Christ through prayer. How overjoyed I am!
Although this dream of mine came true after few years, and its late for some instant, that I waited very long till I've lost faith and lost patience and I eventually gave him up. But never mind, most important is, it finally came true. It was always my biggest dream in the past few years.
I've got to know that he was currently serving in Lutheran Church, never heard before, but I'll gotta get know of it more later. He built good relationships with brothers and sisters in Christ and seek for pastor when he faces problems and things which he doesn't understand in the Bible. This is all that I wish him to be before, being a christian and leads a healthy christian life.
On that very moment I got this news, I prayed and give thanks to God, for my prayer is answered although it took a long waiting period and many sorrows, tears, unhappiness. So much touched that time, and I finally relieved. =)
I believe that God has His plans that He answered my prayer at this time. He sure knows everything well. God has His time.
Most important is, don't lose faith and keep praying as you don't know when is His time. I've learned. =)

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Posted by Tracey at 07:31